Humility

Up too early and pondering thoughts way above power of comprehension. It seems to me that humility, like spirituality, is very illusive. If you think you have it, you probably don't. These states are similar to the moment in meditation where you experience something wonderful, but the moment you "think" you are experiencing wonderful; it escapes. Or if you try to hold onto the feeling, it leaves. I believe the operative word is "think." Once there is an awareness of self, of one's thoughts or actions, the experience of humility, spirituality, or serenity slip away into some cosmic mist.